So, I haven't exactly kept up with the entire blogging thing. I haven't even updated my fic either, so that's a real downer as well. Hmm, I don't know, maybe I'm bored or something. Oh well, things that happen in life impede on any sort of progress I try to make. Shall I summarize the past few weeks in one post? Sure... sorry if this breaks any f-lists.
It isn't as if I try to get caught in the web of "drama," per se, but it seems to be around. What is life without drama, right? The balance of happiness is sadness and in this world, balance must be achieved to keep things in order... or so I think. I see so much happiness in one moment then the next I've found the balance that is equal to the amount of energy. The balance works out, but sometimes it feels like it isn't right. Sometimes I don't think the balance is actually true, but in reality the balance is right. It hurts to think about the negative, but in this world, I see that balance keeps all of us intact.
Lately, the balance felt out of sync for me. Too much negativity, which makes me think nothing is right in the world. The negativity brings out emotions you wouldn't normally feel and sometimes it's a good thing... for some people, not for everyone. For me, it's a good thing because it gives me a reason to write, but then too much just makes me lethargic. Too much of one kind of emotion causes internal clashes and it could possibly bring someone to spiral out of control. In my mind, too much dormant emotions being released at once will send you over the edge; it will overwhelm you.
Right now, I'm glad that there are people around who care. Things became really imbalanced and I realized that there is support. I've always known that there are people who care, but it's really an amazing thing when you see a large community holding you up. I find it interesting that I question why this kind of support doesn't show itself so many times. Then again, even one person can be enough support, but it's great to know that there are several people willing to help. I'm feeling a little lethargic right now...imbalance from last night? Who knows, but I do know that things will work out because in the end... things always work out.
It isn't as if I try to get caught in the web of "drama," per se, but it seems to be around. What is life without drama, right? The balance of happiness is sadness and in this world, balance must be achieved to keep things in order... or so I think. I see so much happiness in one moment then the next I've found the balance that is equal to the amount of energy. The balance works out, but sometimes it feels like it isn't right. Sometimes I don't think the balance is actually true, but in reality the balance is right. It hurts to think about the negative, but in this world, I see that balance keeps all of us intact.
Lately, the balance felt out of sync for me. Too much negativity, which makes me think nothing is right in the world. The negativity brings out emotions you wouldn't normally feel and sometimes it's a good thing... for some people, not for everyone. For me, it's a good thing because it gives me a reason to write, but then too much just makes me lethargic. Too much of one kind of emotion causes internal clashes and it could possibly bring someone to spiral out of control. In my mind, too much dormant emotions being released at once will send you over the edge; it will overwhelm you.
Right now, I'm glad that there are people around who care. Things became really imbalanced and I realized that there is support. I've always known that there are people who care, but it's really an amazing thing when you see a large community holding you up. I find it interesting that I question why this kind of support doesn't show itself so many times. Then again, even one person can be enough support, but it's great to know that there are several people willing to help. I'm feeling a little lethargic right now...imbalance from last night? Who knows, but I do know that things will work out because in the end... things always work out.
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